This is wonderful - the imagery, the man v. man that is paramount to a topic like this, the introspection, and the being dragged through humanity when all you wanted was some peace. You gave in to come out better, and you made this wonderful ring cycle here - with nothing, you have something.

And that something is relatable.

Also, an "unholy symphony" is SUCH a great line. I have synesthesia, so I see sound as color. It's sometimes a wonderful thing - to see music in such a colorful way - but when it comes to people, the cacophony is overwhelming and I shut down. It IS an unholy symphony.

This is wonderful. <3